
June 15 Houston Sunrise. Thursday, May 31, 2012
On Tuesday May 29, 2012, I traveled to Houston to attend the annual meeting of NAFSA, the National Association of Foreign Student Advisors: Association of International Educators.
Much of the visit was taken up with meetings and social events. I did get a opportunities to break away. Exploring the city by taxi, I noted that most of the drivers were Ethiopians, each of whom had a brother or uncle who owned the best Abyssinian restaurant in town. Clusters of affluence were surrounded by sprawling dystopic industrial zones, or sketchy residential neighborhoods.
My hotel was near Country Club Plaza, a mini-city-center near Rice University, several miles west of downtown. Planning an outing to visit San Jacinto Battlefield, I was surprised to learn that it was inaccessible via public transportation.
“We like our independence,” I was told by the concierge.

San Jacinto Battlefield. April 21, 1836.
Few states are prouder of their legendary roots than is Texas; an epic tale often told. Images of Laurence Harvey drawing a line in the sand, or Fess Parker swinging Old Betsy like a club as bloodthirsty Mexicans swarm into The Alamo have become indelible images of courage and sacrifice. The horrific slaughter of Texian defenders at Coleto Creek, after their surrender. Their wounded commander James Fannin was lashed to a chair. His face was shot to bits. Sam Houston’s final triumph came on a miasmic peninsula on Galveston Bay, near the mouth of Buffalo Bayou. Emily D. West, a.k.a. Emily Morgan was a free woman of color born in New Haven. Captured in a raid by Mexican cavalry, the beautiful twenty-one-year-old caught the roving eve of The Napoleon of the West; Mexican president Antonio Lopez de Santa Ana. Legend states that Morgan distracted the generalissimo with sexual favors while Houston quietly deployed his men to attack the Mexican camp. The battle lasted eighteen minutes. Disguised as a private, Santa Ana was captured and delivered to Houston, who had been slightly wounded in the battle. Morgan was immortalized by a popular song; “The Yellow Rose of Texas”. Historians may debate the facts, but most Texans are content to “print the legend”.

The Surrender of Santa Ana. William Henry Huddle. 1886. Texas Sate House. Reproduced under Fair Use, etc.
I met former National Park Service ranger Ed Shirley when we both served as volunteers in the U.S. Army Corps of engineers Living History Team for the Lewis & Clark Bicentennial. Ed was from the piney-woods of East Texas, born along the upper Sabine River. One of his ancestors had fought beside Houston at San Jacinto. Knowing me to be a city-dwelling dyed-in-the-wool Damned Yankee, and thus presumably easy prey to folksy humbug, Ed asked me if I knew why the Texas flag has only one star. Do tell, I replied.
“Why, we put it there to represent the United States, when we let them into the Union.”

Rothko Chapel. Reproduced under fair Use, etc.
At the Houston Museum of Art was an exhibition curated by Yasufumi Nakamori. Utopia Dystopia included numerous living and historic artists including John Baldessari, Herbert Bayer, Christo, Marcel Duchamp, Hannah Hoch, Man Ray and Lazlo Moholy-Nagy. A stunning show of monumental Richard Serra drawings was on view at the de Menil Foundation. The Rothko Chapel was more intimate than I expected; the paintings more desperately tragic than I could have imagined. More like a mausoleum than a place of inspiration, it was a moving experience. Looking for comparisons, the feeling was similar to the Neue Wache in Berlin, the Central Memorial of the Federal Republic of Germany for the Victims of War and Dictatorship. The neoclassical stone guardhouse along the Unter den Linden is windowless, barren and empty. Open to the sky beneath the central oculus is a bronze Pietá by Kathie Kollowitz.

Neue Wache, Berlin. Reproduced under Fair Use, etc.
The conference was interesting, as both accredited and non-accredited institutions of higher learning were scrambling to keep pace with SEVP-ICA regulatory changes governing institutional sponsorship of J-1 visas. The presence of exhibitors from schools in Canada, the U.K. and elsewhere around made it clear that foreign student-recruitment. Sessions were informative, updates mostly on regulatory compliance and evolving protocols for academic advising. Given the number of institutions represented from various different countries, each with their own academic cultures and national immigration laws, keeping pace with changes in compliance seemed both labyrinthine and Sisyphean. Social events were like speed-dating meet & greet sessions where the goal was to exchange as many business-cards as possible. It was nice running into former colleagues, and meeting new ones. The first day wrapped up a group of new friends and old having dinner at a nearby hotel, followed by a cab-ride back to my hotel.
At six in the morning I received a wakeup call. Drawing back the curtains I beheld the high-rise buildings of Country Club Plaza, awash in rosy light. Beyond towers of glass, nocturnal gloom retreated to the west. Darkness pressed a leaden horizon, toward which extended the low-sprawling city. Having listened to the funeral of George Floyd a few days earlier, I went searching for this image. Looking west from an upper floor of a hotel, drinking hotel coffee I mapped out this view. I wondered at what my thoughts had been, that morning eight years ago. Were they hopeful or elegiac? My preference today favors the former. The earth turns. New days are born. Daybreak is a traditional moment for blindfolds and firing-squads. It also signals resurrection, the victory of compassion over cruelty and injustice. Looking toward the rising sun, facing the light, we move with earth’s rotation at a speed in excess of a thousand miles per hour. Looking away from the sun into the darkness, our gaze flows in the same direction as the light from its source, at a speed of one-hundred-eighty-six-thousand miles per second. Regardless of whichever way we face, solar energy warms us.

I think for a moment of Martin Johnson Heade’s 1859 painting Approaching Thunderstorm. 1859. Collection Metropolitan Museum of Art. (Reproduced under Fair Use., etc.)
Painted on the eve of the Civil War, Heade’s composition puts the sun at our backs, measuring the space along elliptical coastline into the umbrageous waters dividing us from the distant shore. My solitary Houston journal-painting is not one I would count as a success, but it holds a dash of Déjà-vu. In the nineteen-eighties a large part of my oeuvre was focused on urban landscapes, a project that resulted from a bit of unintentional self-administered artistic jujitsu, following my first painting-trip to New Mexico. That story is for another day.









Niagara Falls. Sunday. September 30, 2012.



































